New medication...again...

Went to my psychiatrist appointment today.  Told her about my dark thoughts, my rage, my irritability.  And we are going to finally try a mood stabilizer.  Seroquel here we go.  Will eventually wean myself off of the Trazodone if all goes well.  I hope that this will get my mood swings under control, and also puts depression down to almost nothing.  Perhaps this is wishful thinking.  A bonus of course is that I can continue to breastfeed!  My kids deserve a mom who is there for them 100%, who isn't ignoring them, who isn't sad.  I deserve it too, and my husband most of all - he has put up with so much.  I'm exhausted... good night all.